In Memory Of My Beloved Grandma

"We keep this love in a photograph, we made these memories for ourselves. Where our eyes are never closing, hearts are never broken, times forever frozen still" - Ed Sheeran

 It's been 2 weeks since my grandma passed away on 1 June 2015. That was the hardest day of my life. I just visited her for a whole day and she passed away on the next day. She passed away on her sleep and she still looks so beautiful as always. She have a heart of an angel. She's always been a part of my life since I was born. She teached me how to tight my shoes, how to ride a bike, she was the reason I continued my college, she took a huge part on my clothing line, she was believe in me when everyone underestimate me, she's always there for me when no one even there for me. She's a role model, she made me who I am today. I can't imagine my life right now if she wasn't there when I grow up.

For 24 years, things that makes me happy in my life is to give back my mom and my grandma. I love to make them proud. Since I was a kid, I like to give her a letter and a gift (even though we met a lot of times every week). And guess what? My grandma still kept all the letters and all the gift from me. Even she still kept the money that I gave her when I was a kid, she never used it (I'm sure it was the money from my mom, for me), she kept everything that I gave her in her closet. And when I started to earn my own money, bought her things that she likes and go to many place that she likes together is making me happy. Because I'm happy if she's happy. And I kept doing all of it until she's gone.

I'm sure right now she's in the most beautiful place ever, I know God will gave her the best place because she's the nicest person that I've ever known. Nothing can compare in this world to her. I wish she'll visit me a lot of times in my dreams because I really miss her, every single day.

RIP My Beloved Grandma....
You will always have a special place to stay in my heart